Tomorrow or Monday.
Cheat Day.
Treat Day.
It's New Year's Eve.
It's New Year's Day.
It's the weekend.
I can't stop myself.
What is this? All of the excuses that I have fed myself for the destruction and trash that I have fed my body since noon on Wednesday December 30, 2009. I kid you not I can not stop myself. As I was fixing this huge banana split last night I said out loud "Well, I guess I chose Monday!" I read Jim's whole dialog on whether you would choose the first day of the year or Monday to kick it in to gear and realized then and there as I sat drooling for that first bite of banana split that I CHOSE MONDAY! And I was pissed! But did that stop me?
I have eaten, peanut butter cookies, chocolate walnut cookies, Reese's peanut butter cups, beer, pretzels, crackers, ice cream, Chai after Chai, DOTS, Hershey's chocolate bars (dark chocolate is good for you right), almonds and other nuts by the handfuls....each time with some apparent reason in my mind that this was OK!
I sit here on Sunday evening at 7:22 pm knowing that in approximately 12 hours I have to do Angie at the gym and my belly is literally hanging over my pants and growling for some decent protein! So, I guess what I am trying to say is "If this is you, you aren't alone!" Monday morning will be here and we can start right then and there! I chose Monday and I am pissed that I did, but that was a choice I made and only I can fix it now!
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Oh thank god i am not alone! I am going to be right there with you Carole. I need major detox after the holidays and a week of eating tons of starchy,, fat laden deep fried carbs. Yuck. Hell, I can't even say it was worth it! See you tomorrow!
ReplyDeleteI forgot to mention the pizza! Lots and lots of pizza!
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